The journey of "Root" finding 1...(pardon the weird title:P)

This happened way before my last posts, during the time when I had nothing to do after graduation from high school, waiting for enrollment, and lazying in my comfortable home doing nothing but sleep, eat and sleep again.

Actually, it happened around one month before I came to Limkokwing, and I was glad that it happened around that time. My grandfather was planning to go back to China, back to where he belonged in Taipu, a Hakka village many years ago, but now a developing town. When I heard about the news, I joked that I want to go too, thinking that it was impossible to happen. But my father said, "Go lah, go back to your grandfather and my hometown ma, better than staying here doing nothing."

So the decision was made less than a day, I was to go with my mum, my eldest sister, my grandfather, my uncle, auntie and my cousins to China! I was very excited at that time because, frankly speaking, apart from the idea of going back to my hometown, which I didn't find that exciting at that time, we planned to go to Hong Kong Disneyland too!

The journey started when I board the airplane from Malaysia to Hong Kong. I'm not gonna make myself sound stupid by saying,"Oh! How interesting when the airplane started moving! Oh, look! The plane is flying upwards!"

We landed safely in Hong Kong airport(and I can tell you KLIA is better ;P) and we were greeted by my father's uncle, which is also my grandmother's step-brother, his second wife and his eldest grandson(I think). This is where I started to have the relationship confusion(note: there's more coming).

After meeting my granduncle, we went to the border between China and Hong Kong. After a few hours, we managed to cross it, and I was one of the unfortunate ones chosen to cross without a car. We reached downtown Shenzhen in the evening and we had to take a taxi to go to our hotel. This is the first time I saw a traffic which was much more crazy than the traffic in KL. they have four lanes in one direction, and the cars, buses and lorries were honking and changing lanes whenever they want and, trust me, you will turn crazy simply by looking at it. There's a saying that you can earn a lot if you open a car accessories shop because you'll sell a lot of honks. This explains why everywhere you go, you will hear the cars honking.

It's nearly night when we reached the hotel after two hours of trapping in the traffic. It was a bad hotel, only two star. After resting, We went down to a nearby Hakka restaurant to eat Hakka food and I met more relatives there which made my mental family tree more confusing. I had a hard time figuring out who was who, which was like solving a puzzle and it helped me pass my time as I couldn't finish my food(there's eel! Eewww!)

After the dinner, we went back to the hotel to rest. One of my granduncle's son came and talk to my mum. And I was an amusing sight watching them talking. My mum, who came from a Cantonese speaking family and had little knowledge of the Hakka language, tried to converse with him in Hakka as my granduncle's son insisted on speaking Hakka. My mum told me that they are very proud of their own identity, and no matter what, they'll insist on speaking their own language. The embarrassing truth is, I don't know Hakka, and since I couldn't understand what they were trying to say, the only way is for me to smile and nod. This experience made me understand the importance of knowing your own language. I know mandarin, but I would be better if I can speak with them in our own dialect.


The next day...to be continued...

Assignments and pressure and everything BAD!

Before I came to Limkokwing, I thought studying here is not going to be tough, there'll be less assignments compared to the other private universities. In short, I thought Limkokwing is fun and relaxing(that's what I read in the magazine...something like Limkokwing students spend more time outside classrooms than they do inside them).

But I was WRONG! Normally I won't care that much if my course(Foundation in Built Environment) requires us to do SOME assignments and study for exams and even attend classes everyday because I came here to study. I was worried about the course being too relaxing and I'm not going to learning much but the truth is, my course is a hell! I know foundation is supposed to be tough(to increase drop-out rate?) but this is just too much for me.

Don't get me wrong, I like to study. I'm eager to learn and I was prepared to study hard and excel in my exam when I came here. But my spirit is decreasing everyday by the copious amount of assignments that are killing me day by day! The reason I refused to study in Form Six was because I was tired of the schooling days in secondary school, I'm not a nerd(although I was constantly reminded by people of it because of my luckily-obtained results), I knew Form Six was going to be a tough journey and therefore I chose private colleges because I had no other choices as my applications for JPA scholarship, admission into metriculation and several other scholarships(including architecture in Taylor's) was rejected.

I'm considered myself an optimistic and sometimes happy-go-lucky person. I never felt stressful and broke down because of my academic. I burned midnight oils for my previous exams but I managed to get through them and stayed in the top class every year. I don't know how I did that but I know it's not going to work in Limkokwing if I really want to excel.

Since I came here, I put a lot of pressure on myself, telling myself that I have to obtain good grades in my assignments and tests. I'm different now, instead of feeling grateful, I became more stressful after I got my SPM result. My family has great expectation for me and I can't let them down. I have to do better than before and I really can't waste my parents money anymore. I can remember my eldest sister telling me, "What's the use of getting straight As in SPM? In the end you have to spend mum and dad's money. You must study hard and get scholarship." I don't blame her for saying that, because I'm feeling really guilty too. I tried to avoid the matter and didn't dare to think about what she said when I came, but I can't help but feeling really sad now while blogging.

Initially I wanted to blame the lecturers and the university for giving me so many assignments. But now, I realised this is a challenge for me. I used to have friends and family beside me but now I have to deal with this alone. I never had so many stress and now I don't really know what to do. Two of my friends broke down because of the pressure and I don't want to be the next. I can remember feeling really sad when I got C+ for one of my assignments. I spend two days just to cut out the extremely thick mounting board and assembled them until 3 or 4 in the morning the following days. I swear that it's quite good and I hoped I could get at least a B for it but in the end, I merely passed. I felt hopelessly hopeless and I don't understand why my tremendous effort wasn't being paid off in the end. One of the lectures even said that those who got C are those who simply did their models.

Because of the assignments, I get to sleep late every night(or day?) and I'm getting worse than ever. Even when I'm blogging now, I have several researches to be done and a model to think of. Hopefully I will get better grade this time.

I'm not feeling really good now...my pressure is coming back and I need to find something else to destress. Unfortunately, blogging about my assignments is not a good way. Therefore, I have to stop right now before I broke down :P. Hopefully I'll be able to blog once my assignments are finished, and then there'll be more coming.

Gotta finish that troubling assignment now....bye!

Lost Sweetness..

I've lived all the moments too soon,
Not taking these things for granted,
When I let you slip through my scorned fingers,
Grains of sand turned into solid granite,
I had to make decision alone,
To let your body go,
And to let your spirit be released,
Though i miss you soo...
I've done nothing wrong,
To have this kind of punishment...
But, not me,
Neither did you,
But still we were both wrong,
I lift your sweet head,
To match my sullen face,
To have one last embrace,
Until we meet again, my sweet love..
At the end of time...
Pray that we will never be seperated again,
And the memory we shared together last,
I will always remember,
Your last word,
Telling me to.. LIVE...


I love you~~~

The meaning of being...??

I walk the day and the night... I feel and see what others don’t see... I feel Feeling an endless stream of coldness and desperation deep within my soul... As I walk along the pathway that I used to use, I realized much have changed drastically... Do you remember the story of an old man used to live down the road? Who used to walk his dog and lived his life freely and happily? Do you remember the little girl who used to live in the Plaza Hotel down New York Street? You know, little Eloise, who lived with her nanny? How time have passed since her death... Will her spirit linger within the hotel, running around the hotel, calling for her nanny and making mischievous act where ever she go?

Why is this feeling here? Why is it that when we lost something that we dear most, we feel that we will never be the person that we used to be... When things are disappearing one by one, then we start to realize how precious things are, though it’s so hard to admit it, and we tend to hide our feelings even though we are broken inside. We become a new person that we don’t even know... Someone that we ourselves are scared off...

This morning, I had a nasty nightmare... The name suggests it all, doesn’t it? A friend of mine... Shin Wei... Sorry...

I watched him slowly fading within my eyes... I couldn’t do anything to help... As I watched helplessly, I feel really dejected and sad... I saw him there, fading... I can barely hear what he said to me... “Wake me up inside. Take me away from the dark... Breathe into me and make me real…Adieu...” Its as if I just lost a part of myself.. I can’t help it, though as much that I wish I could... Then it came to me...

I can’t always get what I want……

Frustration beheld me every now and then... I feel like taking revenge... Revenge to those who took him away... Those who did this to me!! The lost of Eugene took a lot out of me... I lost a part of myself... I feel scared, empty, hollow... I want to do everything in my power just to get him back...

But how?? How oh how? Please, give me a sign.. Anything?? Losing any of my friends is beyond words.. It’s unbearable.. It left a hole in my heart, waiting to be filled again with something.. I feel like crying.. I want to save him, but I don’t know how.. Please.. Please.. I find myself hitting the ground with my very fist, trying to channel my anger and frustration towards Mother Nature instead…….

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What can one do when one loose what matters most..

I walk the day and night.. On the very same path that I used to take.. But somehow, I’m not forevermore the same person that used to walk it anymore.. I’m a new person now.. I discovered there’s another person in me.. One that I fear, one that I don’t even know who or what.. One that I fear.. One that changed me ……………….

I am happy outside..But deep within my containment, I’m just another sad boy, yearning for affection and love, just like any other human……. When I think back on all these time, I know I'm sad but blessed be, I have my friends.. My sweet friends, that I will treasure forever...

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Thanks guys..

Okay~ Soo Democratic-Like.. Huhu~

* Okay… Ouch.. Ouch… Received a very painful comment.. Anyway I’ll just publish it as a reminder to myself in the future.. Thank you for the comment, it was very.. Err.. Just say simply, that it woke up my senses.. Hehe..

And i thought its democratic enough~ Hurm..

Okay, thanks to my mom for being so generous and kind to buy me a laptop. I am more than delighted!!! WAHA!! (*spoiler zone* happened long time ago, but I feel like writing about it now.. Hehe~)

Before the National Day celebration, a lot of friends keep telling me that some cad made a song named "negarakuku", which he uploaded in YouTube.. Out of curiousity, I checked it out.. Hehe.. (Well I only managed to view it after a good few minutes waiting for the video to load and buffer.. ) And honestly, i felt for the song. For the first few minutes i thought my face was burning. Burning with rage and animosity! I had a sudden urge to blog about it.

First of all, i don't hate the government or anything. I remember i posted an entry saying how i hated the government staff working ethics? Yea, everyone knows they suck. It is mentioned in that video in question too! They don't give a whatsoever damn how long you have waited or how long you still HAVE TO WAIT. And they are undeniably lazy. (I am not saying all, sorry if you work for government and feel very unfair and abused because you work your ass out everyday, I am referring to those who eat ' nyonya kuih' and makes you wait)

It's so unfair!

I believe that bugger Wee Meng Chee was merely expressing how he feels. Or rather, how most of the Malaysian-Chinese(well, i am one okay? hehe.. partly.. ) feel. Or, how I feel, partly.

Come on my very just Malaysian Government (liars go to heaven)! IT'S ONLY A SONG! A song that completely abide the democracy! Nothing better to do is it? There are soooooooooooooooo many rapist,thieves,robbers,murderer,sadistic fat lumpy balding pervertised uncles out there can??? Why I don't see you working to f'cking hard to arrest all of them huh?!

Totally wasting time and resources to 'prove' that you can solve this.. what? BIG CASE is it? ok ok, very proud of you son! Done a really good job! Going to get you new school bag k? GO TO BED LAH!

Please, would you do something more benefitful to the people? And improve what our country is short of, not shortening it can!?

Why they made it such a big deal huh?

Shuk Ling said,(one of my friend~She's in Nottingham University) 'the UMNO urge the government to arrest him again!'

"Hurm.. Okay.. That really is a turn-off.. "

Well, i have to write at least ONE sentence that make sense.. If it ain't true, why the hell do you care so much what others say, or in this case, sing about you? Be adults la weh! If you think it isn't very true, you are more than welcome to ignore it. Don't be so 'mating' prekindergarten ( mom kind of forbid me using the word 'fucking', oops! but who cares, i fucking don't want to obey! Haha!! i am such a rebellion! )


Do what adults do! Okay, not all adults, most of them blame each other... Anyway, do what is suppose to be done ages ago! i.e. CORRECTION! Mend that smelly mangled shoes! Fire all the lazy staffs! Don't spoon feed them anymore, i plead.


I am so tired and sleepy now... I will blog tomorrow, or day after. I promised! I know there is dateline and all, but, arrgghhh~~ Pity me.. Have mercy~

*I am still browsing for more articles about Negarakuku....*

Selayang Trip~

Okay~ So like, I haven’t been blogging for a while.. Hurm.. Blame it on the tremendous amount of assignments that I have been getting from my classes, especially Design Class.. Hehe~

Dang.. Okay, I’m thoroughly beat here. Too tired yet soo much work need to be done in time.. Hahahah~

Yesterday, Saturday, 8^th of September 2007, went to Selayang with my team members…(spoiler zone)

“The tip to Selayang is for our Malaysian Studies group project.. We were supposed to go to a selected area of a community and do research about its economic activities, education level, etc.. For our group, we; I chose Selayang over many other places just because I’ve been to Selayang before during my National Service, and it brings soo much good memories.. Tee hee..”

So like, we al agreed to meet at Serdang Commuter Station, where we would be taking the commuter to Kepong, and taking a cab to Selayang.. Little did I know that I would be spending a few good hours, just waiting for the others to arrive.. Hehehe~ So there, waiting my butt out at the station, trying to look less suspicious(since there’s a bunch of surly looking guys eyeing me~ Ugh~Talk about being rude~ humph) then, ahhh.. My lifesaver… Shanna came to the rescue!!! Yayyyyy!!! Hehehe~ I was like,”Oh thank God!!” But that doesn’t help the fact that I hit her head with a big steel piece.. Chewah!! Jokez.. Hehe~ And shortlu after that, Fares came.. Yes!! Things are looking very nice now.. Heheheh~

But (speaks grimly), we…are….still…waiting….again….and….again….

Then, after waitin for about half an hour or so, Chong showed up with her boyfriend.. Okay.. One down, three more to go.. Hehehe~ Three as in Amru, Kaka and Jindo.. Hurm… Where could they be??? Why are they making me wait?? Heheheh~

Okay.. Something have to be done.. Humph!!! (triumphant sneer) So, weall just decided that after Amru arrive, we would just go ahead with our journey, while Kaka and Jindo would pursue on us… Sorry about that, but we really really running out of time.. Hehehe~ Not to mention wasting out time..

Awww… When we finaly reached Kepong, Jindo called me and tell me that they just arrived at KTM Serdang.. Arrrgghhh, I said.. Hehe.. Asked them to take the next train to Kepong, and me, Amru and Fares wait for them.. Oh I forgot to mention that Shanna, and Chong and boyfriend went to Selayang by car.. Hehe~

Okay.. Skip all the intro and all, after a hours and a good cry at the station, we all managed to gather up at Majlis Perbandaran Selayang; all safe and.. errr… Safe? Hehe~ Then we kind of split up so we can cover more ground.. Hehe~ In the end, I ended up with the rest of the group while Chong and boyfriend proceed with their car and take pictures on their own.. So I gave her (Chong) the list of pictures and info that we need and there she goes…. Hehe~

Then, me, Shanna, Jindo, Kaka, Amru and Fares embark on our journey.. We took pictures while modeling with the phone booth, playground etc.. Its soo much fun.. Hehe~Hurm.. I’ll try and put pictures later… Hurm.. Hehehe~

Hehe.. Okay.. I just skip right to the conclusion.. Sigh~ Still have assignments left to do.. Hehe~

In a nut shell, the journey, the trip was super fun, although we had a late start.. Everything went well with no difficulties and all.. Hehe~ Everybody was tired, of that I have no denial.. Hehe.. I am tired myself.. Sigh~ Well, we managed to take a lot of photos.. I’m looking forward to put it here in this blog so all of you can see it and tell how much fun that we had.. Hehe~

Till then, see ya~

*there's a lot of wrong spelling.. sowey~~~~

Frenzs Forever!!!!

Dinner At Shakeys Pizza, IOI Shopping Mall~


Wish u all were here to eat wif us!!!!

Over-full.. Have to play bingo~ hehehe~

Hehe~

This is not an entry...just wanna post a very sweet picture that we took during our site visit, be careful...it's very sweet! Hehe!

The end of a MAGICAL adventure :(

I'm sure that everyone knows that wizard guy, that 'Potter' guy created by the famous author J.K.Rowling(unless you've been living in the cave for the past 3 months). Recently, the last installment to the worldwide bestseller, 'Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows' was released in 21st of July worldwide, and I was fortunate(or was it unfortunate?) enough to be one of the earliest crazy fans to laid our hands on the book on the first day it was released(I pre-ordered the book, yes, how STUPID I was). Yes, I know it's not gonna be a perfect starting for poor Harry, some hypermarkets in Malaysia started selling the book for an unbelievable low price! How dare they sell the book for a price so low? It's disrespectful to the author and it seriously threatens the value of the book! And then major bookstores started their boycotting and then it's drama, drama, and drama...

Okay, let's forget about the pricing drama...After I got my own copy, which was the day before I came to Limkokwing, I started reading it immediately, even when I was in the car on the way to Cyberjaya, and once again I was pulled into the amazing adventure of Harry Potter and his friends, into the magical realm of good and evil, into the wonderful world full of magical creatures and powerful spells! *looking upwards dreamily with hands clasped on chest, blinking uncontrollably* Erm, actually it's not that dramatic, but anyway, I was happy to continue reading the story that captured me so much since I first laid my eyes on the first book.

I was sad to know that there'll be no more Hogwarts for the trio, but at the same time I was happy to know that they have matured much more in the last book. It's no longer an innocent children book with sugar and spice and everything nice, it's darker and more mature than ever, and I was happy to know that it's complete different from the other sequels, in a good way.

In the last book, the trio has to go on a tough journey, searching for the remaining Hocruxes and destroy them one by one, before they can finally confront Lord Voldermort and kill him once and for all. During the journey, they faced many problems, including the breaking point of their friendship and the betrayal of their trusted friends.

Of course, one of the reasons I like this book so much is because of the humor. One of the character, Ron, was the one making funny jokes all the time. I couldn't help but laughing hysterically when I was reading, and it didn't help that I have a roommate :P. Besides that, there were also times when I gripped in horror or suspense that, even a tiny sound will make me jump.

I was supposed to cry or weep at some point(ya I know I know...but THIS is Harry Potter!). But my housemates were watching comedy in my room, and reading a sad part with laughing sound effects wasn't my idea of enjoying Harry Potter. As a result, I had to move to another friend's house, and it was enough to affect my concentration.

However, I was able to enjoy the essence of the book, and I managed to finish the book in three days, partly happy that they had a happy ending, but partly sad that there will be no more Harry Potter. I hope that Jo will write more great stories like Harry Potter and we fans will be able to enjoy the best of her imagination.

It's one o'clock now....I know I missed the due date....but the assignments are troubling me...and if I don't have any of them...I will probably be reading the book for the tenth time by now. Bye Harry...Bye everyone...

A Bit of Fun As A Prisoner~

YooHooHOoOoo!!

Hehe~ So like, the tittle says it all~ Who say being a "prisoner"; a slave to education purposes can't be fun? Hehe~ I never remembered ever saying that phrase, ever! Hehe~ I'm really happy being a prisoner...for education.. at Lim Kok Wing Uni'.. Hehe~

Hurm.. I really need to ask Daniel what is the meaning for "angst".. I was like, "angsa" ke ape? Hahaha... No pun intended.. Hurm.. This blog are meant to be fun, humourous, funny, humourously humourous!! hehe~ Hey, i just discover a new word!! Hehe~

Tee hee!! Hooray me!!

So like, you guys know that i'm addicted to anime and things like that right? heheh~ Lemme' explain again, I DO LUVVvVVvvVvVv anime!! Hehe~

The Drawing,

The Plot,

The Drama,

The Unique-ness,

The Cute Characters...

Oh, what joy.. Chewah!!! Hurm... A sample then~ Hehe~ Hurm.. Well, i do own a lot of anime piece that my friends gave to me.. Hey, i have a lot of good friends!! Hehe~ Though, i have few enemies too.. Well, who wouldn't? Hehe~

Hurm!! Dang!! I stray away from the main topic again!! Why does this always happen? Heheheh~ Nevermind then, i guess i'm as klutzy as ever.. Huhuh~~

Oh yeah, back to the main topic, i know that being a university student is no small feat.. Its very tiresome, one that will make you burn the midnight oil almost every night, until your oil also finish lar! Hehe~ Through the pain and sorrow; once in a while, (but for me, its every week and every time.. hehe) you can really do have fun.. Just like last night, me, Foong and Daniel~ Went to the swimming pool and had a very good time~ Hehe~

Okay~So i was like, late for my entry.. Huhu~ Its not my fault.. Too much eating and assignments.. Hhehehe~~ Okay.. Thats all for now... Muah muah~~

Talk about friends~

tHe ConfeSsioN of a TeEnagE dRama Guy~ erRrRrKkK? wth??

Okay.. Here i am, Rozan Bin Mohd. Eddy, a...

~Lim Kok Wing Uni' student..

~a Tower A dweller in Desaria Villa Condo dat doesnt look like a condo to me..

~a simple kind of guy dat eats a lot when he feels like it..

~a sad guy..

Why?

One of my bestie from this college is going away a.k.a. quitting!! Dang!! At first i didnt believe it when one of my other friend, Popo a.k.a. Devin told me that.. And i was like,

"Gosh.. Why din he tell me? And i thought i'm his friend.."

(and i get all wimpy and stuff.. hahah!! Jokez!!)

And okay, end of that.. Hehe~ So like, Devin told me that Peipei a.k.a. Chin Pei don't want to tell me about the thing about him moving away to me, yet... Hurm.. Dont know why, but that really annoyed me.. I mean, why bother? Just tell me then, I'm not going to get all sentimental and stuff or broke down or something.. But, really, that did made me sad a bit.. He was my first friend here in LUCT..

Hehe~ Like i said, he was my first friend here in Luct.. He talked to me in this Design Class, on Friday.. Hehe~ And thats where it all started.. Became quite a good friend, and he introduced me to Popo a.k.a. Devin.. Hurm.. Life is quite funny, you can never expect whats going to happen in the future.. Things just start popping out of nowhere when you at least expecting it..

When i arrived at LUCT, i really do think that i'm going to have a hard time to adapt to the surrounding and the lifestyle.. And most of all, i was afraid not to be able to find friends and all.. Hehe~

BUt, hey, look at me nw.. Hehe~ I have d best "pack" of friends here in Luct!! Hehe~

I met new friends, not only from Malaysia, but FROM AROUND THE WORLD!!

~Kenya

~Saudi Arab

~Indonesia

~China

~Hong Kong

~Iran

~Korea

~Sri Lanka

~Malaysia.. Hehe~~

I guess i am soo lucky to be able to come here (Lim Kok Wing Uni')..

Not only does it gives me a brand new exciting experience of how "wild" it is uni' lifestyle, it also gave me a way lot of new friends from country outside mine.. Hehe~

But now.. One of my friends are leaving.. Things wouldnt be the same again.. Hurm..

Well, partly..

Pei pei ar!! Im going to miss you!! Thanks for being a good friend!! Till death do us part..

("Goodbye" song from Spice Girls serve as background music)

Hehe~ That was.. rather dramatic.. Hehe~

HAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!

Hurm.. Although he's going away, its okay.. Its not like we're going to lose contact or anything.. I do really believe that friendship would last as long as we put much effort into it.. Being supportive of one another is a very crucial and vital things to do.. Whatever his decision is, i will support him, because he's my friends.. And friend supports one another, no matter what..

That is why, the word "friendship" for me is very precious and priceless.. You can't buy friends; real friends.. I love all my friends.. Hehe~ I never want to see them sad or anything like that.. Huhu~~

"Can i hear some applause please??"

* Clap clap clap clap clap clap*

*Crowds cheering very very loudly*

"Oh, thank you.. Thank you.. You guys are soo very very generous.."

"heheheheheheheheh..."

Thats all for this time... Thank you..

Accomodation Angst

Warning: The author was having a mouth ulcer and a cold when he was blogging, therefore he was under a painfully unspeakable bad mood. Beware of harsh comments and forgive the rudeness in his article.



Well, the title says it all, but in other words, Desaria sucks! No, it has nothing to do with my housemates, they are friendly and nice, and they don't SMOKE, thank god they don't! Before I got too carried away by the smoking issue, let's get back to the main topic about Desaria, almost everything there are less than satisfying. The food, the facilities, the internet connection, the frequent night chaos, noisy surroundings especially at night, etc...





For your information, I'm currently staying in a master bedroom(sharing) with air-conditional, the monthly rental is RM380 a month. What a promising sum of money, isn't it? Anyone paying this rate would expect a better quality of living standard. Let's not talk about 'better quality', at least it has to be satisfactory. But no! First of all, there's no washing machine, not even one on each floor, and they call that 'fully furnished'. As a result, we have to hand-wash our own clothes. Students who are tolerating enough(and loaded enough) will wash their clothes in the insanely expensive Dobi. But the Dobi looks more like a messy home with huge amount of clothes and a few indoor clothes racks rather than a...well, typical Dobi.





Secondly, we have to pay for our own internet connection because it's not included in the monthly rental. Don't ask me what exactly I'm paying for with RM380 bacause I don't know! Okay, fine, I'll pay RM65 monthly for the 'best' connection available, and I've learned ever since that if you managed to get connected, your web-pages loaded in less than a minute, and you managed to surf the net for half an hour without getting disconnected, it's the best you can hope for.





Am I supposed to be happy if there're cleaners cleaning my house once a week. Ya, I would be more than happy if they're doing their job well and they don't sweep the dust and hairs into my room. The last time they came to my house, I have to close my door to avoid their noisy chattering. After they left, I found out that that the area outside my room and below my door were filled with dust and hairs. Whenever I clean my room, I have to mop the whole house because it's very dirty, even after the cleaners came.





I'm not that choosy when it comes to food, but I have to admit that food in Desaria is terrible! The food in Mamak Cafe is always the same, their fried rice taste smoky and almost everything else are not to be eaten everyday, even if you can finish them. This morning I ordered a Wantan Mee in plaza and guess what, sugar in the mee? I managed to force half of it into my mouth before I gave up, not bad eh? Next time if there's a Limkokwing Fear Factor, I will surely recommend the food here.





I like to swim. But ever since I came here, I never swim. I don't like the pool because it's badly dislocated. It's in the middle of all the blocks and I prefer it to be a fish pond rather than a swimming pool. When I first saw the pool, I knew something was wrong with it. It doesn't feel like a real swimming pool.








We have to pay RM70 a month for the daily busses to LUCT or other shopping malls(I really don't know what I'm paying with the monthly rental). Yes, it's good to have special busses from here to LUCT everyday, but I would appreciate it better if we have more busses especially in the morning, so that I don't have to stand in the bus carrying my T-square in one hand and my precious model in the other hand. Besides that, it would solve the problem of students(or are they?) rushing toward the buses like they never seen them in ages.





Lastly(not exactly, but I have no time to complain everything), the worst of all, is the noisy environment everynight till 2 or even 3 o clock in the morning. Recently, there will always be huge chaos during the night. I don't know what's wrong, but the first time it happened was when a couple was playing and one of them dropped into the pool, or was it because of somebody coughed loudly? It's really insane, the students started shouting and throwing things into the pool(Yes, I told you about the problem of the pool). Some 'circus performers' even played with fires and firecrackers. The 'clever' security guards made matter worse by cutting off the electricity of all the blocks. I admit that I was cheering too because I thought it was 'cool', but after that, I realised that I really don't want it to happen everynight. I really wanted to shout 'SHUT UP! You rowdy people!' everytime it happens(yes, it still happens). I know the students are under stress because of the copious assignments and all that, but shouting and blasting musics in the night is not the solution. We are Limkokwing students, not some uncivilised brats from the jungle.





I think I'll stop right here, I'm having a cool now(to top up with the ulcer :( ). I hope everything in Desaria will improve in the future. Yucks, something from my nose is all over the keyboard...time to go...bye...*ah choo*

Random entry... Just to fill out this boredom.. Hehe~ Now iz approximately 12.07am in d morning, or night... Hurm.. Which one iz correct? I wonder... Darn.. Guess its' not very important.. Hehe~ Hurm.. Okay.. I'm done.... Hehe~

Journal entry 1~~
fOundation English~
Lim Kok Wing, Arch 6~ Hehe~

Well, since this is a “formal” English Class homework, hahaha~ had to use very super super grammatical correcto’!! hahah~ daiji daiji!! (dang, my lappie still can’t support Japanese, Korean and Chinese letters.. Humph! What a drag! Need to download the software later; when I have the time.. ahhaha)

Without further ado, lets start blogging, shall we? Hahaha~ Errr,,, This have to be a minimum 300 words blog so might have to spend a bit more time with this.. Hehehe~ And okay, so lets just start with the introduction first~ Our class, led by Miss or Mrs (erk!?!) Juwida.. Okay, our class is quite cool and all that, and I thi nk I have to narrate it.. Hehe~ Here goes…

“Once upon a time, there lived a sage that wisdom far have been recognized by the civilization… The sage, believed to have been studying in the land of purity and white (USA, since there’s a lot of white people there. Hahaha) The sage, named Juwida had many apprentice that each owns their own talent and wits.. The sage held a class for the new apprentice to ready them for the world, on every second day on which the world travels solemnly on every week.. (does this makes sense? Hehe)

The class is rumored to be held by the branch of Yggdrasil, or also known as the World Tree that supports the world; and is a supporter of the godly world below and above.. Niffleheim, the below realm, and both Jotunheim and Valhalla, on the upper branch of Yggdrasil.. Hehe~ (fyi, all this facts is based on Norse and Greek myths.. hehe~ and a bit from a favourite game of mine; Valkyrie Profile.. Huhu~~)

Err.. Well, the sage taught her apprentices the basic art of alchemy (English), making potions (Grammar), conjuring (speaking ability) and other arts based on her wide knowledge.. (dang.. I’m getting sleepy~~) Hahahah~~

And, it was known that one day, the Head of Mimir, told the Father of all Father, Odin (the headmaster) that the battle towards the end of the world, Ragnarok (final exam) was drawing near.. So, Odin dispatched all the Gods and Goddesses under his command to prepare for the battle and look for suitable human souls to be a warrior for Valhalla.. (this is the part where I know I start to lose it.. hahaha~~~)

Dang… Stupid boring Grandmother story.. Hhahahah~~~ Errr…. Is this okay?? Wuuuuuu~~ I’ve been using the correct grammar all away (I think, hahaha~) And it’s really a drag not to be able to use abbreviation while blogging… Wuuuuuuuuuu~~ Doesn’t that just beat all? Hhahahah~~

Anyway, I haven’t introduce the BRIGHT, TALENTED, SUPER CUTE, HYPER CUTE, WITTY, CHARMING, BEAUTIFUL, HANDSOME, SUPER INTELLIGENT, SUPER FASHIONABLE, SUPER HYPER SUPERNOVA etc etc etc etc apprentice a.k.a. students of Mrs Juwida.. Haha~ Jeng jeng jeng!!

Okay, lets start with the girls first, we have Carol, Shanek (?), Remy (?), Aishah (?), and~~~~ Errrr.. That’s the only girls.. Hehe~ Then, comes the best part!! The boys!!! Hhaahha!! Super jeng jeng jeng!! *Ultraman theme song plays in the background* First, we have Daniel!! Then comes Aizat, Amr Ahmed, Arif, and me!!!! *Imitates Xena the Warrior Princess shouting very badly* hahah~

Err.. Is that all? We were supposed to submit a blog every week (lo and behold, there’s even a deadline!!!!! Hahaha) Typical homework kinda thing la, tho we call it assignments here.. hahah~ note d abbreviation tat I used.. hahah.. Feels soo free.. hahah~ errr…. Sleepy….. sleepy…. System almost down… uhhhhh~~ can’t… must keep typinhg~~ (>.<)’zzzzzz…

Rozan iz out…..kamon’(maybe)…